Surprise surprise...

It was a long work day for me and I believe for everyone else that can't wait for the long weekend to start. I was one of them, as I am in need of a holiday for a while already. Although this time around I won't be travelling anywhere especially Malacca. I heard that the traffic will be crazy. 

Anyways, back to the main topic of today's blog. I had the surprise of my life yesterday thanks to my lovely colleagues. I was under the guise that it's gonna be a girls' night out. Just the 3 of us singing karaoke at CEO, Fahrenheit 88, KL. When I got there, my sales team mate and some ex-colleagues are there to throw me an early surprise birthday party! 

They are definitely creative with the cake for a start. They bought a chocolate cake and place a Rilakkuma coaster on top of it to act as a Rilakkuma cake with a sweet 16 candle. (wtf?!) Although I've stopped aging after 25, but 16 is too much. According to Miss T, I'm sweet 16...haha

I have to don a birthday princess sash, wear a tiara and carry a wand with star the top. It was a fun experience because I felt like "Sleeping Beauty". 

I receive more Rilakkuma stuff from my lovelies. The biggest "liong" thing was a gift from Miss WC, she placed my presents inside a coffee bag. Her explanation was that it was my favourite brand of coffee from Malacca. Sales people are really good at objection handling I tell you. In fact, I am impressed. My boss got me Rilakkuma earphones and it's pink!

It was a fun night of craziness and chugging of beer. Although I was pretty quiet, I enjoyed every minute of it. I did not sing much because I was tired from the whole week's work and the rest were performing so well. 

Special thanks to Ms TEL, Ms WC, Ms CT, Mr DK, Mr FO, Mr AL, Ms FN and Ms AT. I love you guys! Stay cool~

Bittersweet

I feel bad today. I've hurt my friends feelings. I don't know what to do. Either way it feels wrong. I cannot face them. I am thankful for what they've done, I really am but but but.....there are just too many buts. Sigh. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. But I'm no God. I feel helpless....

Being fabulous

I've always thought that when I turn 25, I'm gonna be super fabulous and everyone wants to be me and want to get to know me. People will be lining up to be my friend. Boy, was I wrong. I'm turning 32 soon and I'm nowhere near fabulousity.

When I was 18, I dreamt that when I can drink legally, I'll be throwing the best birthday bash for my fabulous self ever seen in this universe. It will rival any Playboy Mansion parties ever and to the party planner, you can suck on my lollipop. But the dream was never realised and I start to dread celebrating my birthday.

Being an asshole Leo suck big time coz there's no way of accepting mediocrity in anything. It's either great or it sucks. Either way is acceptable.

Regardless of my current hatred for birthday parties and wedding parties, I still love accepting presents. It boosts my ego to high heaven.

 

Here is a photo to prove that I am fabulous in my own way. 

Bigger than life

I haven't been blogging for a while, it felt like I've abandoned a big part of my life. Time was something that I used to have a lot, I can't say the same for now. Friends had been asking me why I never call them anymore. It's not that I don't want to. I'm busy and tired most of the time. And I felt bad as well coz I haven't gone home to see my parents for a while.

I'm no longer young and not the world most healthy person with no exercise whatsoever all my life, I no longer have the stamina to be constantly here, there and everywhere. There's nothing and no one to blame for this. I just need to step up.

My current dilemma now after attending yesterday's Camera Expo 2012 is DSLR or Micro Four Thirds. There are too many questions playing in my head. 650D, 60D, NEX 3 or EOS M (Oct 2012).

Life and Love

I was deeply inspired by what my mom brought up during dinner on last week. (We have a love/hate relationship) Don't get me wrong when I said that, coz most asian kid will experience this with their mom. She's a great mom that cooks extremely well and take good care of us, she's just overprotective.

This time, my younger brother was the victim. She wants to know whether he will find a girl soon and do the right thing. But what is really the right thing ? Just cause everyone feels that they've come to a time to settle down with someone or anyone doesn't mean that everyone have to follow suit.

To me, marriage is a not for everyone. It is something nice to have but not necessary to own. So what if everyone around you are married? Do you have to rush out and grab someone just because ? I beg to differ. There is nothing wrong with just being happy with what you're doing and live the life you want to.

Be it if you are asexual, bisexual or heterosexual. Just be yourself! 

So what if you are married? Are you necessarily happier than others just because your friends are single? What if you marry someone due to peer/family pressure and live a loveless marriage? Does it make it better that others sees you happy on the outside but you are slowly dying inside?

There are so many unanswered questions. Do you want to take the plunge just because ?

Think about it.