Rant for the hundredth time

My post has been sporadic this year. Have I had more time, I'll prefer to sit in a quiet corner to read and write. Sipping on a hot cup of cappuccino.

Almost half of this year have gone by and what have I achieve? I asks myself this every single day.

I know I'm living my day-to-day life. Wake up in the morning, drive to work, work, drive home, sleep and it's a repeat each day. With the exception of the weekends where I don't have to go through this mind numbing process.

I've been suppressing my tears of unhappiness and am mentally drained. I can't see beyond my work deadline. I am trapped with the constant worry that I will not make it. What if I let everyone down ?

I am bored with the constant cycle. I need a change. Any kind of change. I want to travel more.

When I used to travel everyday for work, I complain. Now that I don't, I crave for it.
Is the grass always greener on the other side?

Can't wait for my vacation that's coming up in a month's time. Double yay! to the mildly depressed person writing this.